Tried some after a long time again today. Couldnโt hold my thoughts for 15 seconds. I used to be able to and blank my mind for 5 to 10 minutes. Need to practice again, I remember how beneficial it was to my when I did it in the past.
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creator of textlog:I've heard it said that every moment you realize your mind has been wandering is a moment of clarity. So uhhh.... a moment of clarity every 15 seconds sounds pretty good :grin:
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creator of textlogreplied to@drewfishprofilefollowretired programmer, new DM, learning Scottish Gaelic:Mind should not wander. Mind should obey. :p
Personally, I think I found good framework/vocabulary to help with meditation in some discussion by Jiddu Krishnamurti. Here is one in which he works it out with kids
There was a short, to the point lecture where he basically walks you through observing thought, which profoundly changed how I approach meditation but I can't find it for the life of me!
I'm in a similar spot. I haven't maintained a regular practice since I had kids.
I can observe the absence of the benefits I got from my practice, too. I'm more reactive and less focused in general. I think that my practice gave me the tools I need to stay present with my daughters, though, so I'm grateful for having retained that.
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I may know more about Disney History and trivia than you. Maybe, I dunno.
I write about pop culture on Super Review Time.wrote:
I may know more about Disney History and trivia than you. Maybe, I dunno.
I write about pop culture on Super Review Time.wrote:only when the bullied attacks the bully, it's when the teacher intervenes
I have a theory that it's because they fear the weaker one that has been suffering and bottling emotions for days, weeks, or even months. once it's unbottled, the bullied won't stop until they're sure they won't be bullied again, and that could be bad... for the school and the teacher.
replied to@kapankatsuragiprofilefollowI may know more about Disney History and trivia than you. Maybe, I dunno.
I write about pop culture on Super Review Time.:
I may know more about Disney History and trivia than you. Maybe, I dunno.
I write about pop culture on Super Review Time.:might be true
@kapankatsuragiprofilefollowI may know more about Disney History and trivia than you. Maybe, I dunno.
I write about pop culture on Super Review Time.replied to:
I may know more about Disney History and trivia than you. Maybe, I dunno.
I write about pop culture on Super Review Time.replied to:I said this based on my experiences being bullied at school and seeing videos of bullied kids reacting. I don't know if I'm right, but there may be something there
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I write about pop culture on Super Review Time.:
grand and intoxicating innocencereplied to@kapankatsuragiprofilefollowI may know more about Disney History and trivia than you. Maybe, I dunno.
I write about pop culture on Super Review Time.:I had never been able to release my pent up anger in a good way, oh well! this definitely won't back fire in my adult years!
@kapankatsuragiprofilefollowI may know more about Disney History and trivia than you. Maybe, I dunno.
I write about pop culture on Super Review Time.replied to@prophetorit๐งprofilefollowgrand and intoxicating innocence:
I may know more about Disney History and trivia than you. Maybe, I dunno.
I write about pop culture on Super Review Time.replied to@prophetorit๐งprofilefollowgrand and intoxicating innocence:my dad taught me to never hit other kids, even when I'm bullied, otherwise I would lost the "right side" of the fight. but if it's life or death I could react. and I would always report to school, after 3 times I was allowed to hit back the bully
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NIH syndrome? I am guilty of it too. I love implementing things from scratch, you learn a lot by doing so and you get to own the codebase end-to-end, so no surprises and fighting around othersโ choices. It can get exhausting too though, in the end I succumb to using off-the-shelf components because my primary goals move at a higher level.
I don't see much point in trying to build software at a "higher level", like whole products and services. I'm going to go down low and train myself on the fundamentals. Hopefully in time I'll be able to contribute to the foundational bits.
You're right, it does get exhausting. At some point you just want to rebuild everything, which is not possible.
Man, I LOVE naps! In fact, I mostly subsist on four or five 1-1/2 hour naps each day instead of one long over-night sleep period these days. I didn't set out to have a sleep schedule, but here I am. :-)
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